Tristan has gotten a little worse but the pain is less. Kade has been swimming his heart out and Connor just plain loves his daddy and doesn't think he is sick.

What a way to start another week!! You know though, I feel good. I am in good spirits and am just thinking positive thoughts. God is so good and this could be so much worse. We are very blessed just having each other.

There isn't much crying anymore, there aren't the dreaded unanswered questions. Now Tony has to make his decision and we will move on with treatment.

I keep praying and wait for God's answers....right now, God has granted me peace and sleep...I slept great last night and have peace today. One day at a time.