OK, today was CRAP

Really enjoyed the day with my son but I have been full of anxiety. Probably from having to explain to my back doctor that I can't have my treatment because my husband has cancer and I still have no answers so I have no time frame to give you as to when I can be back to start my treatment. Also having to explain to Tristan's doctor that he is not handling this situation well at all and I don't know what to do. Crying and stressed today.