I have to tell you that sleep is overrated! The Knoch husband and wife are not getting much sleep even with the help of a sleeping pill. I am praying that the kids are sleeping better than we are but as the doctor put it, "they are little sponges, they are absorbing everything that is going on." If that is the case, I can't imagine that they are getting any restful sleep either.
When this all started with a biopsy, I was so positive.."no way he can have cancer...I have such a good feeling....everything is going to be just fine...I'm not worried at all." Now, today, this very moment, I don't feel like things are going to turn our great. I'm sure it is some sort of preparing myself for the worst just in case and I'm sure it has something to do with the fact that we are exhausted but I am trying to stand strong in my faith...to let God handle this but some days, it is just really difficult.
Today, it is just difficult.
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