So Tired yet so thankful

I cannot believe how tired Tony and I have been over the last week. It has come to the point that Tony is up probably three or more times a night. I mean literally out of bed and sitting in the chair. Last night, I went to the store and picked up some Benadryl and he only woke up once. So thankful. I wish that we didn't have to wait so long for answers. I truly think that is the hardest part. Everyone has to wait, Tony, me, the kids, our dear family and friends. We only have a week to go but I have to tell you that this has been the longest week of my life. I was talking to my sister and was trying to explain to her that it really feels like a month. The anxiety has been overwhelming at times. We have spent more money in the past two weeks that it could be a month but it hasn't been. I don't feel like the waiting will ever end.

Our friends The Wirth's are so very kind. It has been exhausting just knowing Tony has cancer...all the what ifs going through your mind. I don't think anyone had known this but, I hadn't even gone to the store because I was just to tired. I was out of milk, almost out of toilet paper and out of paper towels....THIS IS HOW AWESOME OUR GOD IS....The Wirth's offered to bring us dinner which I said yes to..(my kids needed something besides PB&J)..not only did they bring us a fantastic bar-b-que dinner, they brought us...guess what....milk, toilet paper, paper towels and many other things to make our life easier. The blessings have been endless. God I know will continue to watch over us this next week when we get the answers to all the questions we need to have answered.

Please continue to pray for us and know that I will continue to blog whether anyone reads it or not, who knows!! It just makes me feel better. I don't even know if very many people even know about it or not!! If anyone is reading it, it's because they love and care about us! Please know that we love and care about each and everyone of you as well...God has placed all of us together for a reason and I am considering myself very blessed!