Less than two weeks

I really haven't had anything to blog about it because life has continued as usual. Once we had the date, I have just started getting some things in order and going about my day as usual. We now have a blood work/paper work date of the 19th of November.

This morning, I woke and realized that our days of being "normal" are numbered. It made me cry. I love our "normal". I love my husband. I love my kids. I wish this was over.

I wish God would let me know what we are supposed to do with this journey. What are we supposed to learn and share with others?

We have a date

I have been waiting and waiting for us to get the surgery date and now that it's here, I don't know if it is a blessing or a curse!! Now all I can think of is how much I have to do between now and then. I will never get it all done but I will do my best. I will just pray that God guides me to do what is most important and not be overwhelmed. The same goes for Tony. Lists and more lists of things that should be done! Oh well. The only list that really matters is the one God has put before us...may we open our eyes and ears to what he wants us to be doing right now.

November 22, 2010...surgery. We will be ready with God.